Update

I just haven't really been feeling anything lately. We had to put my eldest to sleep and I've just been generally hollow ever since. Between that and the fact that work is trying to eat me alive, I am just not feeling not myself. I've tried to write, but the fact of the matter is, no one will really care if I just stop, so why bother? I'm sure that everyone who fights depression knows that feeling well. Logically I know that the voice is lying to me, but being here is just, I dunno, giving the voice additional ammo, ya know? It's hard to explain. Point is, I've decided that I need to take a break for some much needed self-care. If anyone's still around when I get back I'll see you on the other side.